Wednesday, October 15, 2008

my love and also my best friend 11*22*07




My boyfriend Jarol is my lover and my best friend. The first time I met I him I never thought we would make it this far. I thought he was a regular guy in the street, but in the back of my head I was telling myself mmm he looks real good (♥ L:-DL ♥ ). The way I got to talk to him was by my best friend Cynthia.She knew who he was because he was in her sweet 16, so ended to talk to him for me after all the talking Cindy gave him my screen name and after that we started talking.I love this guy to death, even through the rough time but even thought that's a part of a relationship we go on roller coaster rides, yeah we do argue but that's normal.I never thought I would be with him this long but I guess he proved me wrong.Jarol is my best friend my lover my world my everything. We still going strong until this day.I love Jarol Mueses. That's enough of my love life (♥ L:-DL ♥ ).

girlz day out finally!!DENTISTRY



October 15 was an awesome day as everyone knows me and my best friend finally made up so we decided to have an all girls day just me cindy and dilena.(doesn't that sounds like fun ♥ L:-DL ♥ well it was).Today after school we was chilling the whole time since 12 -5:30. We spoke about crazy stuff that only us bffl'z would understand ♥ L:-DL ♥ ....Dilena you killed us today in the dentist office girl.Its takes Dilena an hour to speak to her dentist about a tooth jesus ♥ L:-DL ♥ just kidding.Dique I was talking to the plant yeah right cindy, you was caressing the plant. We had so much fun in the dentist office.I Love them to death !!Well girls day out was exciting hope and wish for many more to come.Love you girls I wish Estephanie couldn't came with us:'(*tear*

got my best friend back...I missed you :'(


October 14,2008 me and my best friend finally made up after a month or so.I missed her so much we knew each other for about 4years and never something like this would of happen.Its incredible how much I love this girl she's like my little sister I never had. The reason why we stopped speaking to each other was the simple fact was that she felt like my boyfriend of 1year was taking me away from her.She told me that I spent too much time with him and never spent any time with her since I've been with him.I love my boyfriend and my best friend with all my ♥ I couldn't let something so small damaged our friendship.I had to talk to her after a month.So October 14 I decided to talk things out with her so that's exactly what we did. In the program that we attend we decided to sit down and talk and work things out and that's exactly what we did.After speaking to each other we felt much better.I was so happy!! We gave each other a hug and told each other that we love each other!!That had made my day I went home with a smile.hehehe anyways people talk to you later..

Friday, October 10, 2008

Missing My Grandmother and Great grandma




<--yeya mama-->

Well as everyone know I'm Puerto Rican also I love my country Puerto Rico and also my grandparents are out there. I missed them so much I haven't seened them since the summer. I missed there laugh there cooking and there smell. My grandmother and great grandmother were the one that raised me since day one my grandma yeyaa is my world shes like my mommy.She's the one that could make me smile every time I'm down i actually need her right now at this moment. After school I'm going to call her i really do. YEYA !!I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!!. I love my grandmother so much that I'm scared of her dieing. Every time i speak to her she tells me I better tell her I love her because she might be dieing soon. My grandmother was diagnose with emphysema which is a sickness towards the lungs from smoking. She has been smoking since she was 12years old. Shes only 57 years old and the doctors tells her she might be dieing soon if she keeps smoking. I miss my yeya and mama. I have to see them soon as possible. Yeya te amo con todo mi corazon!!!

Bad Day.....


Well as of October 10 around 1 or something like that im having a bad day. Well I have three best friends as everyone know but as of right now I only have 2. I dont know me and my other best friend are having alittle confrontation. I sort of miss her and I was trying to speak to her today but im guessing she doesnt care much. Everything came to this because of my boyfriend. Our friendship is sort of coming to an end and it looks like she doesnt really care. If she really did she would try to fix things. But im guessing i cant be stressing it much because she doesnt care. It hurts me knowing this but what can i do. I wish she would know how I feel about this situation. It bothers me alot :'(. Our friendship would never be the same again I guess. Just writing makes me lik sort of hurt and im holding tears back not to but its whatever. She doesnt care why should i care about the situation. I guess what they say its true your true friends will always be there and try to make the effort to fix the problem and the ones that dont care just walks away from the problem. She was like my sister, I treated her like my little sister and she was part of the family everyone loved her now shes just gone like out of the blue.Anyways talk to you next time~~

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Fear




As a 17years old I'm so afraid of height and sharks I could never conquered my fear. Every time we go to Six Flags I could never go on Nitro . My fear is so scary.Sharks I'm so terrified that's the reason why I hate getting in the beach. Every time i go near the water I always look over to see anything is around me. I hate sharks!!!! Until this day I'm trying to over come my fear, but i just cant its just to hard to do and accomplish. I don't know why go even made sharks. They don't serve any purpose in this world.

Softball with the Bffl'z...






During my Junior year in the Williamsburg Charter was a great experience. I had so much fun with the best friends we spent more time with each other. It was pain and suffering through all the practice but we had a great time.We won all 4games!!!Getting hit but the ball wasn't such a great thing it was very painful. At the end of all the game I was extremely sore so was my friends we couldn't even walk but it was all worth. We was proud of each other of keeping the responsibility of attending softball.In the afternoon of every practice we would have a water fight.lol..splashing water on everyone. That day was extremely hot!!! We needed to cool down and that's how we cooled down. Attending the softball team we had an horrible name THE WOLVERINES, but it was ok though....Well that's about me and my softball team that's enough for today bye~~~ and dilena you know I love you!!